As mentioned on my previous post, i said that i have eventually come to an end where i am going to stop blogging. Well, my blog is going to be risen maybe one or two more times to cover the missing free post that i have missed on February.
After receiving back my third essay, i am quite disappointed that i never really improve on my grades throughout the 3 essays that i have got back. After knowing my mistakes from the previous one, i guess i try not to commit the same mistakes which i think i didn't but somehow i tend to make other mistakes. After handing up another essay you have written, you feel that may have improved and you would expect a better return when you anxiously collect it weeks after. But sometimes things do not go your way, but i guess you just have to keep trying until you achieve what you are looking for. I guess the thing is not to just stop even if you are frustrated and just keep going. I believe at some point of time you will eventually achieve something. It might be a slight improvement but an improvement nonetheless. If you still think that you aren't achieving what you set out for? work harder.
This is not something that demotivates you but sometimes life just will not go your way. You can give it all you got and not ending up what you are searching for. This mostly happens in careers or studies. You could be studying engineering for example but later in life you may end up working as something else. I believe only a fraction of people end up working as what they would dream to be. that's life. it's harsh but at least you can turn back and say that at least you have tried your best and just unfortunately it doesn't turn up. Sometimes change could be good too. It maybe something that you hate or dislike but little did you know that it's that little something that would actually spice up your life and make it so much crazier.
therefore don't give up on what you set yourself for or your dream. Some dreams you could argue are unrealistic but hey, who cares? I believe if you're really interested you would eventually make it happen. And if you say you have no time to achieve it i think it's BS. if you really want to do it. you will have time for it. Just take a gamble and try doing something crazy for a change.
PS: i dont know what i am writing about, i wrote this in class and what just came into my mind i just wrote it down. Signing out!