Somehow i am just on my bed, thinking about the days when i could just text a bunch or friends, meet up in 5 minutes at a "mamak" stall, order some "Nasi Goreng Kampung" which is totally awesome and milo ais or teh o ais, sit back and just have stupid conversations all day. After all that, "Takei"! "Takei" i think its in cantonese for gaming. Back home, internet connection is not as good compared to here. Therefore, there are cyber cafe's which is practically a shop filled with computers which contain hell lot of computer games. And after hanging out in "Mamak" stall, we would head to cyber cafes and challenge other people. Yeah, those were the days, well i am still looking forward to all of it when i head home for the next summer break. But now i just gotta stop thinking of it because it would well, make me miss it more.
Now that i am here, i have the chance to reflect well practically moments and things i have done throughout my life. Hah! well those things i could remember though. If i would say, it is not all the big moments that you achieve in life, or getting the best for this and that or whatever. It is the little moments, events, things you do that actually make you life. People you that have met throughout the years, those that became your best friends, normal friends, or even your enemies that make who you are now. I am blessed to have known each and everyone, ok well maybe not everyone back there, lol, but most of them. The good times, the bad times, the crazy things that i have done, like really really crazy stuff. I can't really mention in here because i would be totally embarrassed.
Well i guess people seem to miss out on just little things in life that would actually make you happy. If you could just recall them again, and just a thought of it will make up your day. Maybe its because you're too busy and stuff like that. but when you are in the mood, take some of your time to just think about it.
I'm not sure why i am writing all these,maybe the moment just got me. And also the EMO songs contribute too i guess. Oh well, i'm here right now and ready to have another awesome journey in my life. I hope i still get to do crazy though. I always wanted to try bungee jumping, but again i scared i'll die. -_______-. but if i had the chance i guess i would. It would be so great just to scream as loud as possible. oh i hope my time here would be awesome, i do not mind life giving me and extremely hard obstacle, but after i kick that ass, please give me a moment of awesomeness then give me another stupid obstacle. and i'll try to kick it again to get that little moment of awesomeness. I guess there is no such thing as an easy life. Every life has to have hard time so to speak, to balance the equilibrium or something. quite retarded. thats the only reason i can think of. oh well, hope all of you would achieve what you all ought to achieve. And hey, if you have no idea what you want to do, like me :), just let life take your on a roller coaster ride. It will be scary at first, but it will turn out fine in the end. if everything is not alright, it is not the end :). i think . . . .
Off to watch family guy now, Cmon stewie entertain me.
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